frisson: a brief moment of emotional excitement : shudder, thrill
This word, for me it symbolizes for me a moment that I feel when my heart reaches down and touches the world. Pure emotion, profound emotion seeps into me as the overwhelming feeling of being alive makes itself known.
The best way I can describe it is an experience you are so enveloped by music, movie or book and you lose yourself for a moment. You forget where you are, and whatever you are doing becomes the only thing that exists for a moment. A silence, as you travel to another world or place and it becomes real for that one moment.
The feeling transcribes itself onto your soul so that you become so enveloped by it you don’t even care that it wasn’t your feeling, to begin with. You share the pain, the elation, the sorrow, the untold happiness, and tragedy. You get goosebumps all over, standing on end in anticipation of the moment where the emotion comes home and strikes at your heart. It’s silly, but it’s as real as it can get. For a moment, you are given a crystal clear view of an unspoken truth that unites hearts, and overwhelms you with the depth of our mysterious existence.
I found about about this word on accident, perusing the archives of the internet, I followed it down the rabbit hole until I found a word that explained something that I had felt for a long time. The word came to describe this feeling I sometimes chase, this sense of being alive. It has since become one of my favorite words.
The reason for this is there are some days when I begin to lose myself, at times life leaves me feeling empty, emotionless and flat. Where everything begins to dim and become faded, and my emotions feel muted. It’s these moments where I seek this frisson, this passion that makes me feel human again. Though it gets me into the bad habit of watching great profound and sometimes tragic moments from my favorite media, for me, it’s a lesson that life will go on and that at the end of the day, I am only human and that’s more than beautiful enough for me.
I would love for those who are reading this to post some of the things that make you feel this way.
Some of the examples of mine are:
Charlie Chaplin’s Speech from the Great Dictator
Last battle speech from Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
and (without spoilers)
The end of the 10th Doctor from Dr. Who
And the end of some anime:
5 Centimeters Per Second
Your Lie In April