I find myself in a situation where words don’t seem to be enough. The sentences that I have strung are a falling short. What more can I do, this text is my specialty, the expression of emotion and feeling, and yet it’s stopped short by the stream of consciousness. Broken apart by simple things like time and situation. I’m a conversationalist and yet if I can’t talk then how will I get my point across.
Is there some other way, some way beyond my skillset to demonstrate the feelings and ideas. Is this how a modern dancer feels when trying to invoke emotion from an audience who is uninterested. Can I detail out all the way the heart can pour onto a page and be heard? It’s this almost disconnectedness from the words that tells me that I need to double down. The author’s experience of bringing reality to the reader, drawing them into the world in which they have never been, making people feel like the text on a page is little more than a portal to a new universe. How do I draw people in, how do I so express myself that people want to read? These are words to be heard, these are expressions that I want to be felt.
I can paint a picture with words the smell as sweet as spring. I can pull my heart out of my chest and place down on a page and yet there is such a limitation to it. There must be an another way to reach you, and maybe it’s just a challenge to do so.